OWEN’S POEMS from “Reconnecting”

OWEN’S POEMS from “Reconnecting”

 

If you only knew

 

When we met by chance

In crowded rooms of people ‒

If you only knew.

 

When we met by chance

Alone in empty hallways ‒

If you only knew.

 

When we met by chance

With her, in that small café ‒

If you only knew.

 

When we met by chance

At the station heading home −

If you only knew.

 

When we met by chance

In the building where you live ‒

I will tell at last.

 

Mystery

 

Often you have passed this way.

Did you know that I had

summoned your name?

And you have come ‒

not to stay,

only to remain for a heartbeat.

 

The battle with uncertainty ‒

All mine.

The mystery of the eternal hidden from the ephemeral.

Dare I show you too much of me?

Someday! Not our time. Not yet.

 

Our child

 

I watched you in moon light

Caressing our child,

While you sung to her softly

As she nodded and smiled.

 

I capture these moments

Like a thief in the night

To glow in my memory ‒

You are my life, and my light.

 

Out there

 

Out there ‒ existence mingles with reality and truth.

Out there ‒ lies the depth and essence of life.

Out there ‒ the nucleus of good mocks the three-pronged deity.

From out there, the nucleus transcends supernatural symbolisms

and penetrates the soul of man

in the image of God.

 

Snow

 

There is peace in the world

when gentle flakes flutter from the heavens

like white blossoming flowers.

 

I arose early

to see the earth blanketed

in white crystalline velvet.

 

The sky loomed dark

but the shimmering snow

seemed to radiate the surroundings

in a light of its own.

 

Thickly piled flakes

smoothed the jagged ground

as though a sea of white petals

flowed ever so softly.

 

I longed to step bare-footed

onto the luscious covering.

My parched lips thirsted

to taste the cool wetness.

 

The rainbow

 

The meadow where we stroll and run

Is spread with blue straw flowers,

And butterfly wings reflect the sun,

While we dream away the hours.

Such golden times are in my heart,

For our days are surely numbered;

Though we cannot know unto what part

We journey when we’ve slumbered.

Yet in that field you will dance again ‒

Once my earthly life has left you ‒

With friends, holding hands after the rain,

Chanting songs for dreams anew.

There will I send a rainbow to let you know,

My soul rests within you, forever aglow.

 

Waiting for the words to flow

Waiting for the words to flow

One of the treats of living in the country for Marlie, was her beloved geese. Going for a drive with Owen always meant that she might see them. To her great disappointment, however, there were no geese to be seen anywhere on that particular day. Marlie chuckled to herself. It made her think of the blank screen on her computer, as she waited for the words to flow from her mind to her fingers ‒ but nothing.

“Perhaps the geese got tired of being stalked,” she had told Owen. “They can’t keep away from us indefinitely.”

Just as with her writing, she hoped that they would reveal themselves to her, maybe even tomorrow.

How Marlie had wished that she could just transfer thoughts and feelings to paper as she experienced them. In her head, she had written many chapters, connecting each phrase with precision as though indeed someone was going to read it, nay, proof read it, and therefore ‒ it all had to be just so. She was very good at writing this way in her head where everything flowed without effort. She particularly loved the beginning of chapters or paragraphs. She knew the importance of simple provocative phrases to grab the interest of the reader. Whenever she was alone with her thoughts, a lead phrase would pop into her mind and off she would go. Her chapters were not linear but circular, always returning to that one subtle foreshadowing comment, tucked away some pages before. Once she transferred her mind-work to the computer, she could cut and paste as she wished. But ‒ before all that ‒ she had to get these thoughts out into a tangible form and obsess about the wording later.

Perhaps a small recording device would help. Instead of the silent head-thoughts, she could instead speak into the machine. Afterwards, the audible thoughts could be transferred to a visible state. She would spend time alone and write her book that way, the first draft being the spoken word. But, she realized that profound thoughts tended to come to her during long afternoon drives with Owen. Therefore, a recording device, didn’t seem to be the solution. If only she could go straight home to the computer and just get on with writing.

Being a meticulous planner, Marlie had set herself a time to begin her work. It would be in early September. Others may think of new beginnings as January, but for Marlie, it had always been September. She associated the going back to school as the time for reorganizing with new books and new clothing. There was a freshness to this naive way of thinking. It brought her back to her school days when she had really believed that she was the master of her own fate and that she could do anything she set her mind to. Without a whole lot of effort, she had always done well in school. She was never a fanatic; she didn’t ever go out of her way to excel. But if she liked a particular subject, or a special teacher, she would give the subject her all, which of course was a useful way of being at university where she had an astonishing experience. It was here that she finally became her own person. And it was here that she had met Owen, that first time.

But enough of daydreaming. It was September now and Marlie acknowledged that she hadn’t written anything. She couldn’t quite grasp why it was so difficult for her to start. She had always written. She remembered writing from the time she was at least  ten. She had written poems in grade school and throughout her life, in fact: there was one about the garden which she had recited in grade six; she remembered the teacher had asked her who had written it, and to Miss Taylor’s surprise, Marlie had nonchalantly said, “Oh, it was me.” All through high school and university she had written poems. Then, everything had been easy. Everything just flowed from her mind onto paper. Her favourite continued to be “The River’s Tale”. She had switched to short message stories during the first few years of her marriage. They had become part of an annual tradition and printed in a newsletter. She had compiled a dozen of these and sent them off to a publisher. The rejection letter wasn’t a bad one, but enough of a deterrent. She didn’t try again. She remembered now that her last manager had asked her: “‒ and have you published?”‒ to which of course she had to say “No!” She had taken the question as a not so subtle put down and knew instantly that it was meant to impair her. Is that what had happened? Would she ever be able to convey her creative silent thoughts to the tangible visible state?

Then one day someone with whom she had worked had telephoned her. In later years, Marlie remembered this happenstance as a sign. Miranda had also written unpublished stories and continued to do so. When Marlie asked her how she got past the blank screen in front of her, Miranda let out a full, hearty laugh:

“If I knew the answer to that I would market it and it would be worth millions ‒ Marlie, you just have to keep trying and waiting for the words to flow!”

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

New Novel: Reconnecting

New Novel: Reconnecting

Reconnecting cover 2

My second novel “Reconnecting” was again published by Baico Publishing.

Please come to my Book Launch on Saturday, June 13 at 2:00 p.m. at the

Cornwall Public Library, Program Room, 2nd floor

CORNWALL, Ontario, Canada

Copies of my first novel “The Women Gather” will also be available.

I look forward to seeing you.

Writing the First Novel

Writing the First Novel

“And how long did it take to write and publish your first novel, The Women Gather ?” This was one of the  constant questions asked during the interviews leading up to my book launch. If one were to survey my friends with this question, they would no doubt answer, “Forever!” Through all their support and encouragement, it must have been painful to keep being told: “I’m working on it!”

Truth of the matter, I’m not sure I wanted to come to the novel’s end. After retirement and moving to Cornwall, I worked hard to become part of the community. I joined various organizations to feel a sense of belonging. I also worked hard to disengage from my status as an ’employed person’. I needed to reinvent myself. Overall though, I was clearly searching for something more. I knew so many who pursued specific creative endeavours with what I could only define as ‘a passion’.  While my many involvements did give me a sense of satisfaction, none remotely resembled a passion. Delving into my memory, it came to me that what I have always enjoyed was writing: short stories, poetry, articles, even briefing notes. I came to realize perhaps that is what I needed to tackle, seriously and with dedication.

And there’s the rub. Dedication! When I finally decided to get on with it and write the first novel, I was quite methodical. I knew what theme to promote; I knew what the story line would say; I knew how the chapters would evolve; I knew who the characters would be; I decided what the ending would reveal. I am after all an organized person ‒ perhaps an obsessively organized person. But then, once the writing began, something bewildering started to infiltrate and grasp hold. The characters as well as the story line indicated signs of taking on a life of their own. I’ve heard most writers describe this mystical experience. What I also discovered was that the process of creating became my passion. Reaching the goal of completion was quite secondary. I finally understood. The journey itself is the joy! Having said all that, at some point, reality called. I needed to write that last chapter and finish the work.

Now that my novel has been published by Baico Publishing and launched, it is finally out there. I have to let it go. It needs to take on a life of its own, with you, as the reader.

Katalin Kennedy

July 2012 article

Kindness column, Seaway News

 

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The Women Gather

The Women Gather

Chapter Five

Tuesday, April 6 – Rhianna Returns

Aideen found mother and daughter surrounded by Snow (the Akita) and Lily (the cat) at the kitchen table in front of the tea pot, laughing at some story Rhianna had just told. They didn’t look like each other, except at the eyes. Yes, the eyes were the same, huge and open and dark — eyes that could see through you whatever your thoughts. But as for the rest, there was no resemblance, none at all. Where Tunde was tall and imposing, Rhianna was short and engaging. Her face too was quite beautiful, but more rounded than Tunde’s, with pink cheeks and firm uplifted lips. Her hair was curly and long with dark black strands spattered with gray. She had pulled it all up in a clasp that was fighting to fall out with every movement she made. And Rhianna was movement personified. She talked with her hands, her head and her shoulders! Where she was animated, Tunde was elegant. Where she was boisterous, Tunde was reserved. Yet there was an unmistakable connection between them, as though they were bound together with invisible silk threads that pulled and gave — one in harmony with the other.

“Come sit with us, Aideen!” Rhianna invited her. “My daughter has told me about you. Welcome to Lemuria. Here is a nice cup of jasmine tea to start your day.”

“I believe that Aideen’s day started several hours ago, Mother,” Tunde smiled at her young charge. “What did you find out about our beginnings, this time?”

“I was reading Lin Yao’s letters, mostly to her mother and to Patia, about her trip to China. It felt like being there. I’m looking forward to more stories about her. I hope she kept up her diary, because Nora gave her a white leather bound journal for her sixteenth birthday.” Aideen’s voice was eager, wanting reassurance.

Tunde smiled with obvious fondness. “You have become quite the detective, unraveling our history! .. “The work you are doing Aideen has not been attempted, owing to the sheer volume of our constantly growing acquisitions. You are indeed an unexpected gift from the gods.”

She excused herself as she and Rhianna hurried off to the Temple for the first plenary of the day.

Aideen waited a bit, pulled her hair back into a knot and placed the gray caftan that Tunde had given her, over her outer clothing. She cautiously followed the path which mother and daughter had taken to the Temple. Once there, she found an inconspicuous archway at the back where the chelae were already seated. Aideen hoped to blend in with the other young women. There was something going on. She felt it instinctively.

Akkasha Chaeli was on the platform at the head of the Temple. There was excitement in her voice…

“And now I have a wonderful surprise for you. We had hoped that she would be able to be with us, but with her heavy schedule of commitments we were not sure until last evening. I am of course speaking of our Ambassador Rhianna, daughter of Patia, who is our official liaison representative to the Norean Order Network of Sanctuaries.

Aideen watched in awe as a magnificent woman walked methodically up the steps of the platform. Her dove gray robe flowed about her body with exquisite assurance and the rainbow silk shawl caressing her face floated over and behind her shoulders elongating her physique. She removed some papers from the sleeve of her robe and carefully placed them on the podium. She attached the translation device to her bosom and smiled brightly.

Rhianna Speaks:

How wonderful it is to be here among you my Sisters. Thank you for fitting me into your very busy week. I bring you greetings from all parts of the world. I know so many of you. I have sat with you sharing tea. I have sat with you at your satsangs listening to your discoveries and thoughts. I have mourned with you when we buried your dead. I have rejoiced with you at the birth of your babies and here I am again among you, celebrating our past and looking with great anticipation to our future…

Excerpt from ‘The Women Gather’ by Katalin Kennedy

Contact: emesesdream@hotmail.com

Book Launch Media Release

Book Launch Media Release

“THE WOMEN GATHER”, Katalin Kennedy

Published by: BAICO Publishing Inc.       ISBN 978-1-926945-87-3

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     “We live in a period of history which has the potential to be the most enlightened.  Yet, it has become almost expected that we adopt a blaming, pessimistic, dark attitude, both for today and for what lies ahead.” 

    “The Women Gather”, reflects author, Katalin Kennedy’s passion to put forth her belief that the world can, indeed, create a more positive future.  

     Katalin’s optimistic attitude is not surprising.  She and her family escaped Hungary in 1956 and immigrated as refugees to Canada.  She graduated from Ottawa’s Carleton University and has managed major national projects as Program Consultant on Seniors’ and Women’s Issues with Health Canada. She now lives in Cornwall and writes the monthly Kindness column for Seaway News.

     “The Women Gather” takes place in Lemuria, Ontario, at a teaching retreat for women, founded by Nora Fényes-Bryson to provide a safe haven for women so that they could rediscover their true selves and make the world a better place.  With time, the Norean Order spread throughout the world. Women from various Sanctuaries are now attending the International “Gathering” Symposium to report on their researched progress and evolution.

     Starting in the late 1990s, “The Women Gather” journals the phases our society has gone through, the problems and resistance encountered and projects a world into the year 2066.

     “The Women Gather” is not a work of Science Fiction rather a learning journey with which that readers can identify. The members of the Norean Order feel ready for their re-entry into the world outside of Lemuria to carry the message forward.  The book portrays the potential future for men and women alike.

     Join Katalin Kennedy at the launch of “The Women Gather”.

Date:     July 21, 2012    

Time:     2 – 4:00 PM

Place:    Cornwall Public Library, 2nd Floor, Second Street East, Cornwall

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